Why life is so unpredictable?????

So much pain behind these eyes but still they don't speak out, don't let know what they feel? I am crying because I've lost hope. Something has made me give up on almost everything, I’ve Lost Who I am, I Don't Know What To be...

My tears can fool the rain
My heart still feels the pain
I've cried an ocean of tears
My heart is still filled with fears

Why life is so unpredictable?????

Sometimes good things happen unpredictably, sometimes bad & sometimes even worst!!!!

The questions which usually comes 2 my mind,
Y does it have to hurt inside?
Y do I have to cry each night?
I think I have to walk on by...!